even though i'm lying on my bed

the world's spinning out of control

all these thoughts twirling in my head

in my heart I have a big black hole

picking up the pieces

tryin to put myself back together

but the pain increases

to you it was all just a big whatever

I tried to be what someone like you would expect

and from my point of view

I tried to be perfect

did everything for you

but it was never good enough